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July 31 feel peace and nice aroundfeel really peace and calm around theses days, fds are stop struggling with difficulties, stay together, all of us, which is nice, and beautiful.
time passes by so quickly, one yr before, i did struggle with all difficulties myself, now i feel pretty touching, as usual, pretty emotional... can't image how i could solve all tht by myself. i must been really strong...
listening to the music, the old music, bring me back to such a long long time ago, even back to China, mum always said i may feel sorry to
go to Aust, coz it's not our country, but thinking backwards, don't think i made a wrong decision. Proud of all i did, and got loves around me.
No matter in rain, wind, under dark, with unknown, still feel confident, and be happy. Thx be with me now, not late, not too early, just about
the right moment.....^o^...... July 18 brand new feelingforgot that i've been just myself, be lonely for such a long long time, now seems not part of my memory, coz i can feel the happyness, thanks for my love.
 Feel more relex now. Can't remember when i had changed, to be more happier.
 Forgot the feeling when the 1st year i were here in Australia, even forgot that the feeling before i came to Australia, the life now seems more special than i expected. Same sky, same land, same place, same room, but a different me, and different mood. Like it.  People seems easy to forget what had been expecting in their life, now, suddently i found more gladful and more understandable about what i had, i should focus and satisfy what i had got, not just emphasis what i havent' had before.
 I am so lucky already to be compared to many of others. Even got disaster before, really bad memory, but tht's the step, or can say it was the bridge to bring me to other lever of my life. .....although i said tht and comfort to myself in tht way, I, am a really emotional people, others may not really understand my feeling, but it's normal. Even i can't read my heart either, it does happen sometimes. Easy to cry is a really bad hobbit in my opinion, but on others' perspectives, may think i am really caring people, which is really good. No matter just one Beautiful song, in raining day, be myself and walking in dark, be dissapointed coz didn't get what i wanted, etc, will end up with crying.........crying....... and keep crying....... a strange me. But i guess if i am not like that, i would be cold-blood...so better to be like myself now. don't know why want to keep typing tonight, don't want to stop.........must coz really tired, but not sure what i am suppose to do.
 But feel really warm in bed tonight, haven't been stay in bed with the laptop...wow, really comfortable and carm, no noise around, no things need to worry about, listening to some italian songs, hehe. can't understand that at all, but like that feeling, coz can image a nice pic in my brian, and create a perfet dream in my heart. wowowowowo, so beautiful. .......eyes starts to "sleep" now, i should go to bed, but still want to keep typing and typing untill i can't feel anything and fall in bed. .........love the moment now....lovely......feel good......... ZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz.......................  July 01 expectingexpecting tht day won't be long from today..
like tht sentence you said to me: "I promise"
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